Illusions never turn into anything real... I should have seen what was there and not an illusion of the light. Your a little late....but why am I not gone? Is everything in my mind a lie of who you are? Am I just making you someone I want you to be in my mind to justify everything you do? Nothing in this picture is right so why is there a reason to be torn? I am running out of faith in you. Why do I hold on tight to things that I want to loose? I'm counting down the days till I escape this "place" with you. I can finally start to see it, that dream I am dreaming. Unfortunately every step I'm taking is backwards and in no direction.. Why is it that with you... your just another mountain I want to move... Why can't I except you for you? It's just I can't help but want more for you. I see so much potential but no drive. Maybe I want to inspire in you what I want for myself. I'm sorry. Genuinely. I am wrong for that. Not sure if I am loosing faith in you or myself....
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